You were with me last night, I know you were. I'm sorry I upset you with my comment, and I wish I never woke up so I could have continued to stay with you. When you held my hand, it was like I wa the only thing keeping you here, with me, and if I let go you would just disapear. I love you and ever day I wish more and more that you were back home, where you belong. Please come home to me, safe and sound, unchanged and happy.
"you weren't there Marina, you don't know. It was like if I answered the phone, I knew I was going todie."