You.
Yes, you. I want you off my mind, youre overtaking my thoughts. It just sucks because Im so caught between wanting to be with you and not wanting you in any part of my life anymore and just wanting to be good friends again. I miss you almost every day, mainly because something every day reminds me of you. Even if its a song we listened to together or even this fucking headphones you gave me. Today was just hard because I had to see you, you may be over all that went down but Im not even close. Im sorry Im making things awkward when we see eachother in public but I cant make myself just magically heal. We never really were that close(in my opinion) but we went through a lot. You met me at my worse and thats when we first got together, and that means the world to me. Im sorry things turned out this way and I know its all my fault. I just wish you were still here because so much shits going on, I just wish I could still lean on you for support.
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