I do the things I do.
I'll lurk you and talk to you even though I know Im just going to end up getting upset.
I've given up on any thoughts of us being chill in the future. You have a new girl in your life and yet we still can not be friends. It makes me wonder how things would be if me and Bobby ended things... would you be my friend or would I get the same treatement? Bobbys important to me and I wouldnt want to lose him and for things to still be shitty between us. I dont know what to do. I dont know what to say. I dont even know why Im typing this all out. I think I might be bi polar. Im so happy one minute, then I get to thinking and Im like how I am now, my mind's fucked.
Maybe I should call... im not sure yet.