Lost in your own world, not letting anyone in, not letting anyone go. Right now youre watching videos of your eldest daughters wedding, alone, and stoned. Is that all you have left to hold onto? Most likely the happiest day of your life. Two days later you would find out that your wife left you. Your world is shattered, I'm not sure what to do, as do you. We're both lost and can't seem to find eachother.