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I don't want to have to ask for you to want me around. I was more than willing to sneak out ans get a ride to your house, but you didn't even give it a thought.

I miss the times that you were willing do go out of your way to be with me. You'd come over to my house at 3 in the morning just because I was having a bad trip on ambien. You'd call anyone to see if they could come get me at midnight because I was having family issues. Now you won't even stay on the phone with me when I'm too scared to go to sleep. You won't spend the night anymore.

What happened to two sleepovers a week not being enough for us that'd we'd sneak around to just be with eachother.

It kills me and you have no clue.

I'd tell you but all it would do is make you worry about our relationship every time we can't have a sleepover or hang out. It'll make you think I'll be upset. There's no point in telling you, I don't want to have to ask for you to want to be around me.