You don't need to respond to this. I just need to say this to ease my mind:
I'm sorry I scared you. I'm sorry I made you feel the way you felt. Sometimes I don't know the power of my words and I use them incorrectly. I'm sorry I'm clingy and I felt the way I felt, mainly because when I noticed something was off it was that you weren't paying the same amount of attention to me that you normally would. I'm not asking for more attention, you treat me perfectly and I couldn't ask for anyone better than you. I overreacted and made things sounds worse then they actually were. I love you, my love for you has never stopped, just kept growing. I've never felt like I was losing you or that we were coming close to our "end". I felt like something was off, which I understand now, but I let it get to my head and that's when I made things worse. I never want to hurt you, you've been hurt before and I never wanted to be the person that would do that to you again. I care deeply for you and your wellbeing, you're happiness means the world to me. I can't even express what an important role you play in my life, I can't see us ending soon and I don't plan on it. If any bump in the relationship comes our way, which they will, I want to work through them like we always have(minus how I acted last time). I'm glad we can talk things out and go back to normal, that's what relationships are all about; working together. I don't want to lose you, and I don't feel as if I am, so basically I'm just letting you know this so I can get if off my chest and be content just knowing that I've said this to you. I love you so much, and I couldn't be happier that you chose to be with me<3
I'm just a fucked up girl looking for my peace of mind.
Tick Tock Goes the Dynamite.
"Why don't we get out the ruler and start dividing everything up now?"
I'm losing hope that there will ever be peace among us again, not that there was much to begin with. Everything is a battle now, no conversation can be had without bringing up old or new drama. All of our lives are revolving around this Degrassi episode. I've never felt so much resentment in this household(s) as I do now. I feel more out of place and uncomfortable with my family theb I ever have before. It's unbearable to think about, better to keep yourself busy and forget what's all going on around you. A family is supposed to be a unit that sticks by eachothers sides till the end. I don't even get what you're trying to salvage, there's nothing fucking left anymore.
I'm losing hope that there will ever be peace among us again, not that there was much to begin with. Everything is a battle now, no conversation can be had without bringing up old or new drama. All of our lives are revolving around this Degrassi episode. I've never felt so much resentment in this household(s) as I do now. I feel more out of place and uncomfortable with my family theb I ever have before. It's unbearable to think about, better to keep yourself busy and forget what's all going on around you. A family is supposed to be a unit that sticks by eachothers sides till the end. I don't even get what you're trying to salvage, there's nothing fucking left anymore.
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