But I dont like feeling ignored. Or just the feeling that he's not giving me as much attention that I want. Im so used to being the one who doesnt pay that much attention, or just seeming like I dont care as much. Im used to him giving me more than enough attention, making me his #1 priority. I guess I just wish he would.
Im asking him to be official tomorrow... Im going through alot of trouble to make our plans work out. I just kinda wish he would care more.
Geeze I sound stupid, he loves me, I love him. <33 tomorrow will be a good day